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It was only 9:30, and the Bijou was already packed. I was elbowing
my way to the bar with ones and quarters when I felt a hand on
my neck.
Whatcha got? The chain I was wearing jerked me backward. Shiv
shouted over the din, Poppers?
I yanked it back and swapped Chris for the twenties she was waving
at me before one of her customers could beat me to it.
Jesus Christ, Shiv, what are you doing here? I turned back around,
stuffing the bills deep in a jeans pocket. If Verlaine sees you,
shes gonna throw you out.
Shiv ignored me, hauling at the small metal cylinder until we
were nearly knocking skulls. How do you open it? She jammed
it under her nose.
I pried it away from her. Its Weegees, I said, inspecting
it in the light from the neon Budweiser sign to see what Shivs
busy little fingers might have done. It looked the same, as far
as I could tell. I tucked it back in my shirt.
Shivs eyebrows had disappeared under her bandanna. She took a
step backward. Weegee may be an electronics wizard and self-made
millionaire, but her hobby of inventing high-tech sex toys sometimes
leads her down byways where no man has gone before, and from which
many might run screaming.
Its all right, I told her, It doesnt do anything.
Shiv eyed me suspiciously.
Its just calibrating. I moved closer, trying to explain. Shiv
backed into a statuesque blonde who shot her a look of icy disapproval.
Weegee wanted me to wear it into a crowd of lesbians. Its getting
programmed for brainwave frequencies, I said.
Brain what? Shiv squinted at me. What?
Brainwave frequencies! Weegee says its a transceiver for sex
vibes. Shiv shook her head and pointed to her ear. I cupped my
hands around my mouth.
Its supposed to attract girls, I shouted into the silence as
the music ended.
Chris stopped pouring. Whats the matter? she asked. Cant
you get a date?
Shiv snickered. I gave them a dirty look.
Behind Shiv, the blonde looked at me over the rim of her glass,
her gaze unblinking. She lowered the drink as if in a trance and
swayed. I wondered if I ought to tell Chris to stop serving her.
Cold fingers scrabbled under my collar. So why doesnt Weegee
wear it? Shiv peered at the pendant. I grabbed it and tucked
it back in my shirt.
I shrugged. She said something about proximity. I didnt get
it. Damn. My pager was vibrating. I unclipped it from my belt
and tried to read the display.
She needs it more than you do, Shiv muttered.
The office again. I sighed. What did the boss want this time?
Shiv, you better go back down to the Gorgons Cave, I warned.
The motorcycle club had rented their dingy, disgusting little
basement space years before Verlaine bought the buildings for
her bar. She knew that kicking them out would be bad PR in the
dyke community. Evict the citys only lesbian bike gang? Uh-uh.
Never mind that the Gorgons consisted of twelve largely out-of-work,
substance abusing neer-do-wells, with only eight motorcycles
between them. Lisette Verlaine did what she had to. She didnt
have to like it.
Better go back to your ca-ave, Shiv whined in an irritating
little voice, mimicking me. Go back to your ca-ave. Bad Shiv.
She slapped herself. Bad Shiv. She slapped herself again, harder.
Oh, brother. I turned on my heel. The blonde stared after me.
I was glad to lose her in the crowd.
Well, hello, lover, a voice purred in my ear. I turned to the
woman who tucked her arm in mine, drawing me up short in one smooth
move. I havent seen you in ages. She reached up to plant a
kiss on me that left me breathless. Have you met my friend Charlie?
A tall butch with a coal-black buzz cut tilted her shades down
and grinned, and I mumbled something inane, hardly taking my eyes
off Moira.
She followed my gaze. Do you like my blouse?
It was actually more like a silver lamé handkerchief with straps.
She whirled a little to show it off, not letting go of my hand,
and I glimpsed the curve of each gorgeous breast.
Moira giggled.
I leaned backward to try to regain the power of speech. I had,
in fact, seen her just last week, but it certainly seemed that
an age had gone by. Her long straight hair, formerly a fiery copper
red, was now the color of ravens wings. She was wearing a tiny
black leather skirt, and clunky shoes with ridiculously high platform
soles gave her legs like a fashion model.
Were dyed to match, she informed me, in honor of the Morrigan.
She held Charlies hand, and it seemed only natural for Charlie
to take mine, closing the circle. When the music kicked into a
dance tempo, Charlie lifted one eyebrow and shuffled around behind
me, her sleek body perfect in a narrow-ribbed A-shirt and baggy
camouflage cargo pants that did nothing to hide the muscularity
of her thighs. Moira twirled, and I found myself sandwiched in
a miniature conga line moving sinuously to the insistent beat.
Charlies strong square hands came to rest on my hipbones. Moiras
deliciously round behind fitted itself against my crotch.
My pager went off.
I extricated myself reluctantly. Duty calls, I told Charlie,
who peered pleadingly at me over her shades. Moira placed a hand
on either side of my face and drew me down for a lingering, voluptuous,
turn-my-knees-to-jelly kiss. I was wondering how long it would
take Verlaine to come looking for me, when the pager buzzed again.
From the lobby doorway, I turned to wave and smacked head-on into
the tall blonde. She blinked down at me in the yellow glare from
the coat-check booth.
Do you come here often? Her voice was pitched low and sultry.
Her hand landed heavily on my shoulder like the claw in an arcade
treasure machine.
I fled up the stairs.
What took you so long? Verlaine said when I flung open the office
door, out of breath. I was just about to
She cocked her head
quizzically and took three steps toward me. Are you wearing a
new cologne?
Cologne? You know I never
She crossed the floor, brushing the glossy mane of chestnut brown
hair back from her face.
Sam. She put her hands on her hips. Have I told you lately
how much I appreciate you?
My jaw dropped.
I couldnt run this place without you. She swung the door shut.
You know
She stopped, her brow furrowed in concentration, and
brought her hands up to adjust my collar. Is that a new shirt?
Her fingers brushed the chain around my neck.
I stepped backward so fast my shoulder blades slammed into the
door behind me with a teeth-loosening thud. I groped for the knob.
In one motion, I pulled the pendant over my head and pitched it
out into the hall. Verlaine, I squeaked, what did you want
me for?
Verlaine blinked. She glanced at her watch. With a look of annoyance,
she strode across the small room to her desk. Theres no water
in the mens room. She thrust a piece of cardboard at me. Hang
this on the door. See if you can find the problem, will you?
She sat down and swiveled back to her computer. I heaved a sigh
of relief. Then I looked at the OUT OF ORDER sign in my hand
and got annoyed.
You paged me for this? I thought of Moira and Charlie. Why
dont you get Billy? He loves fixing things. Verlaine hired me
as security, but shes never been above getting any odd jobs out
of me that she can. Mostly, I dont mind. Everybody knows how
I feel about Verlaine, even though its years since we were lovers.
But I am not a plumber. I opened my mouth to tell her this.
I tried. Verlaine scrolled down her spreadsheet. The Gorgons
are having a meeting. He cant come.
I let myself out. She didnt bother looking up.
I cradled Weegees pendant in the palm of my hand and remembered
the electricity of Verlaines touch, the scent of her hair. Her
breath on my skin. A wave of loss so old Id nearly forgotten
it swept over me. I wondered if Weegee could make another one,
calibrated for just one set of brainwaves.
I let the chain run through my fingers and, with a rueful laugh,
stuffed it in my pocket.
Downstairs, I paused in front of the mens room, grumbling. Except
when the Bijou is crowded, nobody uses it for anything but making
out. I was going to hang the sign and not bother about the water;
I remembered the jam-packed bar and thought again.
At the sound of the restroom door wheezing shut, two heads turned,
their eyes fogged with lust. One close-cropped and coal-black,
the other smooth as a ravens wing. They looked right through
me and went back to what they were doing. Without a second thought,
I pulled out the pendant and slipped it around my neck.
I cleared my throat. Hey, Moira. Hey, Charlie.
Slowly, two heads turned back toward me.
Sam, Moira breathed, wherever have you been?
Charlie tugged her pants up and staggered toward me, pitching
the dark glasses into a sink as she passed. Hey, hey, yourself,
she said as she laid a shaky hand against my chest and started
unbuttoning my shirt.
Mmmm, yes, Moira murmured, pressing her breasts into my back.
She reached around to open my fly.
In what seemed like only a moment, my jeans and sneakers lay in
a heap beneath the urinals. I sagged against Moira, whose fingers
expertly teased my nipples. My sports bra was rucked up under
my armpits, nearly strangling me, but I didnt mind. Charlies
wet face looked up questioningly from my crotch.
Now?
Oh, I should think so, Moira answered. You dont mind getting
fucked, do you, Sam?
My groan was all the answer she needed.
Over there, Moira directed. Charlie hoisted herself up onto
a wide pedestal sink and pulled me up in front of her, her strong
cammy-clad thighs squeezing my hips, the porcelain cold against
my naked butt.
Swing your knees up over mine, Charlie told me. Cool air hit
my pussy. Charlies hands cupped my tits and Moira leaned forward
to kiss me, slow, deep and heart stopping as Charlies lips found
my ear.
We all broke off to draw a ragged breath.
In slow motion, Charlies hands stroked their way down my flanks,
pushed through the crinkly damp hair of my bush, and pulled my
lips apart. The slight brush of her knuckle against my aching
clit was enough to make my hips jerk forward.
Patience, patience, Moira admonished. She flipped up the little
black skirt and set loose an enormous purple dildo, already sheathed
in a milky latex safe.
Oh, God, I groaned, regarding the monster through half-lidded
eyes, I dont know if I can
Shhhh, Charlie whispered, just relax. She guided its smooth
round head to my wet hole, and I pushed toward it, starving for
it. Moira pressed forward, and the dildo slipped inside me, slowly,
as far as it would go. Charlie panted in my ear, matching me breath
for breath.
I felt Moiras fingertips pressing gently but firmly under my
chin. I opened my eyes.
Look at me, darling, she said, I want to see your face.
It was very hard. She pulled back and the dildo slid nearly out.
I bit my lip.
Look at me, she repeated, her thumb against the hollow of my
jaw, throbbing with my pulse. Somebody squeezed cool lube down
my pussy, and Moira pushed the slick dildo back in. My cunt seized
it, pleasure running through my belly like a riptide. Then Charlies
fingertip stroked along the shaft of my clit, and the voltage
of her touch surged through me. I threw my head back, past caring
about the noise that came echoing back from the tiled walls.
Charlies other arm tightened around my waist, and we were off.
Moira guided the pumping dildo and gouged my thigh with her fingers;
the effect of the toy pounding her pubic bone was evident on her
face. Charlie rubbed my clit and ground her crotch against my
tailbone, bucking and groaning. I rode the waves like a dory in
heavy seas, coming hard enough to see stars.
We collapsed against each other in a sweaty tangle, letting our
breath slow, feeling more than listening to the deep thrumming
bass from the distant dance floor through the porcelain and tile
and empty pipes.
Charlie smacked her lips and worked her dry mouth free.
Whats that? she rasped.
What? I croaked.
That.
We all held our breath. A faint buzzing noise suddenly ratcheted
into a grating chatter, and I craned my neck to watch the pager
skitter away from my wadded-up jeans in spastic, razzing jerks.
That, Moira groaned, is so rude.
No kidding, I agreed.
I staggered out of the mens room into the arms of the tall blonde.
My nose collided painfully with her collarbone. She didnt bat
an eye. She held out a bubbly ice-filled glass.
Can I buy you a drink?
I licked my sandpaper lips.
Im a Virgo, she said. Whats your sign?
Halfway up the stairs, I stopped to gasp for breath and finally
looked at the pagers display. I turned around, cursing. The bar,
not the office. The pager went off again.
Hold your horses, I muttered. Hold your goddamn horses.
The blonde was waiting at the bottom. She pressed a slip of paper
into my hand as I dove past her. Thats my cell phone, she shouted
as I ducked into the bar. Call any time.
Out of the mass of bodies, Shiv grabbed my arm.
You shirt is buttoned wrong, she chortled.
I yanked the pendant over my head and thrust it at her.
Here, I told her, undo whatever the hell you did before.
Say please, she sang at my departing back. I flipped her the bird.
Where the hell have you been? Chris snapped at me. Im down
to nickels and Im running tabs for women Ive never seen before
in my life. She popped the caps off a row of Bud Lights and four
hands snaked past me to grab them. Can you get me some goddamn
change?
Please, I muttered, pivoting back the way Id come. Can you
get me some goddamn change, please?
I almost made it to the stairs.
Sam! An urgent voice called out behind me. Can you give me
a hand here?
In front of her coat-check booth, Candy was staggering under the
draped arm of a heavy-set woman. Something had soaked the front
of the womans T-shirt, and she was pressing her hand to her mouth.
I think shes gonna do it again, Candy said, grimacing.
Oh, Christ, I muttered, hurrying to get on her other side before
she fell. I dont need this.
By the time the ladies room door swung shut behind me, twenty
minutes had gone by. I flapped my damp shirt in front of me. I
hoped Id gotten it all out. With three hours to go till closing
time, it would have to do. What I needed more than anything was
a Coke.
The blonde was blocking my path.
Please, I begged, I cant deal with you right now.
She blinked at me. Her nose wrinkled as she sniffed the air around
me. Her eyes cleared, as if coming out of hypnosis. Well, excuse
me. She flounced off.
Shit. I gave myself a dope-slap and hurried to the bar. Chris,
Im sorry, I forgot.
Thats all right, Sam, she said sweetly, popping limes into
a pair of vodka tonics, Shiv got my change for me.
Thats good. I got sidetracked with a
It hit me. Who got your
change? I must have heard her wrong.
Shiv. She took a ten and deftly slid three ones across the bar
to the woman beside me.
Shiv? You sent Shiv up to Verlaines office?
Sam, she shot me a hurt look as she fished a cherry out of the
well for the whiskey sour she was building, Shiv volunteered.
She said it was all right.
All right? I repeated. Last time Shiv made an appearance at
the Bijou, Verlaine wanted me to have the cops haul her ass to
jail. What do you mean, all right?
I dont know, Chris said peevishly, She said theyd patched
it up. She said she brought Verlaine flowers.
I took the stairs two at a time. As I waited outside the office
door, trying to catch my breath, my ears picked up traces of a
sound so alien to that place that I couldnt identify it. I turned
the knob as quietly as I could.
Strains of something Viennese lilted out from a portable CD player
on top of the filing cabinet. As I eased the door open, Shiv and
Verlaine waltzed across the room, Verlaines musical laughter
tinkling like little silver bells as they passed. Shivs scrawniness
suddenly seemed to pass for spare elegance, and I watched her
erect form glide gracefully around the tiny circle, with Verlaine
in delighted thrall.
I closed the door. I pinched myself. I opened it again, tapping
gently as I pushed it ajar. Strauss played softly as it had before,
tinny on the miniscule speakers. The two dancers turned toward
me, faces aglow.
Sam, Verlaine beamed. Come in.
Shiv winked. A bit of chain glinted from the neckline of her threadbare
Henley shirt.
Look, Verlaine gushed, gesturing to a coffee mug full of tattered
daisies and one wilted carnation. Look what Shiv gave me. Wasnt
that sweet?
Just lovely, I agreed. I turned to her companion.
Shiv, I said, fixing her with a gimlet eye. Can I see you?
I asked Verlaine, Youll excuse us, wont you? Her face fell,
and I assured her, This wont
take but a moment.
The door clicked shut behind us. I got a hold of the chain and
hauled Weegees gadget over Shivs head.
Ow, she protested, my ear.
In the weak light from the hallways overhead, I peered at the
notched markings on the cylinders knurled midsection and swore.
I couldnt tell. I tried to turn it. I tried to pull it apart.
Nothing moved.
Here. I grabbed her hand and pushed the thing into it. Put
it back the way it was.
Why should I? Shiv smirked.
I glared. Her smile faltered.
Oh, all right, she grudgingly allowed. She pushed the ends together
and twisted. Childproof caps, she said, and blew a raspberry.
I snatched it back and held it up to the light. The notches were
different now.
Whooo-weee. I let out a long, shuddering breath and hung the
thing back around my neck.
Thank you, Shiv, Shiv prompted.
I gave her a look. She tossed me a jaunty little wave and turned
around to let herself back into the office.
Are you sure you really want to do that? I hooked my thumb around
the chain and jingled it for her to see.
Her hand faltered on the knob.
Here. I fumbled out my wallet and peeled off a five. Why dont
you go back to the Cave and buy yourself a beer? She could buy
herself five plastic cups of beer from the club keg for that,
as she well knew. She eyed the bill.
I cant, she grumbled. Were having a goddamn meeting.
Itll be good for you, I assured her. You can share your wisdom
and experience with your fellow Gorgons. They will heap laurels
on your venerable brow.
Huh?
Billy said theyre gonna talk about getting one of those video
poker machines. Instead of kicking him out, the Gorgons made
Billy their mascot when he started his journey from F to M. Hes
the only one who always knows whats going on.
She brightened. Really? She released the doorknob and dusted
off her paws. Say ciao to Verlaine for me.
She plucked the five from my hand as she passed.
Verlaine barely glanced up from her screen as I stepped through
the door. Madonna was warbling from the boombox, Like a virgin,
ooh, ooh.
I almost forgot, she said, the Board of Health is coming to
check out the new set-up on the balcony tomorrow. Can you get
here early? Around two?
Sure.
Great, she said. She typed a few words into the letter she was
composing and noticed that I was still standing there. Thanks,
she said.
I was dismissed.
Moira and Charlie were gone from the mens room. The crowd was
finally starting to thin. When I spotted them at last by the coat
check, Charlie was helping Moira into a fluffy white fake fur
jacket.
I dont see nearly enough of you these days, darling, Moira
said, her arm around my waist.
I squeezed back. You saw most of me tonight, I think.
She swatted my arm. Charlie grabbed me for a bear hug, and I inhaled
the smell of her bomber jacket.
Come for our Samhain celebration, Moira said as Charlie kissed
me, our tongues playing tag. You dont work on Monday, do you?
Charlie leaned back and winked at me. I shook my head. Thatd
be great, I said, more than a little breathless.
I waved them goodnight through the glass doors of the theaters
old lobby, Jean-Louis Sols bas relief sun smiling down at me
from on high. I sighed. Chalk one up for Weegees new toy, anyway.
My pager went off.
I opened the office door expecting to find Verlaines back to
me as usual, her hands flying over her keyboard, but her chair
was empty. It took my eyes a moment to find her, utterly still,
smiling at the woebegone flowers.
I closed the door behind me. She shook her head. Shiv, she sighed,
as if that one word said it all. I havent waltzed since I was
a Rainbow Girl. She noticed my expression and laughed. I wonder
where she learned to dance.
I shrugged. Shiv might as well have sprung into the world full-grown,
bandanna, biker jacket and all, for all anyone knew. Verlaine
sighed again and shook her head to clear it, returning to the
mundane present at last.
Could you do me a favor? Candy didnt want to ask, since its
out of your way, but could you give her a ride to the El? Her
cars broken down, and I hate to see her walking at that time
of night.
Sure, I told her. If shell wait till I take the deposit, Ill
drive her home.
Verlaines face lit up.
Thanks, Sam. She hugged me. I really do appreciate you. You
know that, dont you? She smiled up at me and my heart skipped
a beat. I couldnt think of a thing to say. Her brow wrinkled.
Whats that smell? Verlaine leaned back, sniffing. I looked
down at the stain still faintly visible on my shirt.
My pager went off.
Ive got to get back downstairs. I glanced at my watch; it was
nearly closing. Ill tell you later.
Verlaine started to give me a peck on the cheek. I couldnt blame
her when she drew away, but before I could head for the door,
she pulled me back into her arms and kissed me full on the lips.
Downstairs, I made my rounds on shaky legs, turning up the lights.
In the megawatt glare of the deserted dance floor, I pulled Weegees
gadget out for one more look. It was just as Shiv had left it:
off. At least, as far as I could tell.
I took it back to Weegee the next day.
Well, I told her, settling into her cushy executive armchair,
It certainly seems to work.
Work? She spared a quick glance up at me from the floor of her
office, where she was putting together what looked like pieces
from an Erector set. What do you mean, work?
It certainly seemed to attract womens attention. I pushed and
pulled it, trying to turn the switch. Nothing moved. I handed
it to my small friend.
She peered at it, frowning. I hadnt thought it was that obtrusive.
Didnt you tuck it into your shirt?
Well, yeah, I said, but that didnt seem to block it.
Block what? Weegee asked, confused.
The attraction vibes. You know. Whatever it was that made women
fall at my feet. I thought of Charlie on her knees in the mens
room and smiled.
Weegee regarded me curiously for a moment, then pulled a tiny
tool out of a holster on her belt. In a flash, the cylinder was
in two halves linked by an umbilicus of wire. She held it out.
All its got right now is the receiver, she said. Ssee? It was
just supposed to be calibrating.
I scowled at it. As if I could tell.
She wore a peculiar smile. I was afraid if I included the transmitter,
you might be tempted to try it out.
It wasnt me, I told her, my face burning, Shiv
I mean, knowing how you feel about Verlaine, Weegee explained,
apologetically.
twisted the thing and turned it on without me knowing it.
I finished as her words sank in. We stared at each other for a
long moment. Shit, I spat, if
thats what you thought, why didnt you just calibrate the fucking
thing yourself?
I heard her calling after me as I slammed the door behind me,
but I didnt turn around.
I cant stay mad at Weegee. The next Friday, she showed up at
the Bijou herself, peace offerings in hand.
Weeg, you didnt have to do this, I told her as I tore the wrapping
off the larger of the two packages.
Chris stopped wiping down the bar to watch. She burst out laughing.
How to Pick Up Girls, I read from the book jacket. Gee, thanks,
I told Weegee.
Open the other one, she prompted.
Out of crumpled tissue paper, I pulled a familiar-looking object
on a chain.
Thats the one you calibrated last week. Its got a transmitter
now, she said, smiling sheepishly. She nodded at the book, Youll
have to let me know which works better.
I grinned and shook my head, Nah. Take it yourself, Weegee. Shiv
says you need it more than I do.
She poked around under her turtleneck and hauled out a chain with
an identical cylinder. Shes probably right, Weegee said seriously.
I wore this out to Kate Clintons show last night to calibrate
it. Its on now, but so far
Something nearly knocked me off my barstool.
Hi, said the small dark head that popped up just under my elbow,
Im Polly.
Another small head appeared beside the first. And Im Holly.
Havent we seen you somewhere before?
They werent talking to me.
Oh, God, Chris groaned. The Tiny Twins. Theyre friends of
Shiv.
The two very short women, exquisitely dressed in matching silk
suits, had already cut Weegee out of the pack and were herding
her like a brace of perfectly coordinated border collies.
The first time they came in here, I carded them, Chris told
me, watching the group recede into a dark corner beyond the dance
floor. Boy, was that a mistake.
Ive never seen them before. I stared after them. How tall
are they?
Not as tall as Weegee, Chris observed.
I started to laugh. Proximity. I told Chris, Thats what she
meant.
Someone pushed past me to get to the bar, and I turned to look.
The tall blonde was looking down at me. She sniffed experimentally
then smiled.
Hello there, she said. Long time no see.
Halfway across the dance floor, I turned back to see the blonde
setting my barstool back on its feet. In the shadowy far corner,
Weegees head turned from one twin to the other like a spectator
at a tennis match. The speakers were pounding out something Latin.
Around me, the space began to fill with gyrating bodies, and I
felt a hand slide down my back.
Hey, hey, said a voice in my ear. Charlie caught me by the shoulder
for a bone-crunching squeeze. Moira appeared out of the throng
to hook a finger in the neckline of my shirt and pull me down
for a kiss. She was wearing a leather corset and a leather thong,
thigh-high boots with stiletto heels and elbow-length gloves of
supple black kid.
I pointed my chin at the riding crop she was bouncing against
her shoulder. She know how to use that thing? I asked Charlie
with a sidelong look.
Charlie regarded me over the top of her shades, as if to say,
are you kidding?
Someone tapped my arm and pointed toward the bar.
Hey, Chris called, dont you want these? She was waving the
book and dangling the chick magnet by its chain. The blonde was
staring at her like a dog watching burgers being flipped.
Nah, I shouted back, Hold onto them for me, will you?
Charlies hip nudged mine to a salsa beat.
You can take a little break, Moira said, stroking my cheek lightly
with the braided handle of the crop, and dance with us, cant
you, Sam?
My eyes lingered on her stunning décolletage. Charlie grinned.
The pager buzzed. I swore and looked around. The tall blonde was
draped halfway across the polished wood of the bar, and Chris
was backed up against the rear counter. She held up the pendant,
gesturing frantically. Across the room, the twins had closed in,
and Weegees head vanished from sight.
I looked at Charlie and Moira.
Modern technology, I asked, shaking my head, who needs it?
I turned the pager off.
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